Tomorrow

Tomorrow is results day. I make the trip back down to the May Institute to hear what their conclusion is. I am scared to death. Part of me is scared that they won’t agree about her having Autism. If they don’t agree; what’s the next step? What if they do agree? Will she ever talk? How can she “just” have Down syndrome? How can all of this be “just” Down syndrome? Typically, kids with Ds can talk, they can learn: not to dump stuff, not to hit people, not to knock glasses off people’s faces. If this is just Ds with ADD thrown in; what’s the next step?

OR I could just stop thinking, head down tomorrow and hear them out.